Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Sex Without Love, Love Without Sex


It seems to me that there’s a lot of that: sex without love, love without sex

Not here in Manhattan, not just in the U. S. of A. It’s a guess. I’ve not done any research, can’t say I’ve looked it up statistically, found authoritative documents and all that. It’s a gut feeling. It could be a hair brain notion like phlogiston, or the hypothetical ether in outer space which was proven didn’t exist. But sex without love is out there, and love without sex also.

It all has to do with ‘pornography’ and it being a billion dollar industry. They’re out there, these people making it -raking in all kinds of people to buy it, those triple x DVDs and magazines and books, those movies, made in every which preference so as to meet the need out there, triggering lust, exciting the genitals and stirring the hormonal juices. They make all manner of 'Porn' to meet their public's needs. And they sure have lots of customers! Young (under and overage) elderly, old, straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, black, white, yellow, married, single, and whatever have you.

Called hardcore or soft, it is hardly ever about 'Love'. (Or even romance. Not that I can recall coming across it.) It is about stereophysical and stereotypical sex bouts, strenuous sessions of 'HAVING' SEX, and how 'FUN' and 'RECREATIONAL' it is to watch, or how enervating, machismo, and brutish, etc.

To say the least: it is not about long-term relationships. What it is about is 'getting it off', 'getting it on' doing it with great gusto and bodies -and masterclass sexy partners. It IS about SEXY SEX and not about BABIES .... and not about PROPAGATING THE SPECIES, or having a (Darwinian) posterity. Most definitely, in my own experience at least, it is about the nitty gritty of lust (not anything one wants generalized, abstracted, inferred, or done off-screen), it is to be witnessed (voyeured) in the NOW, and IN YOUR FACE. It is what the paying customers crave.

Love (with a capital L) is not the issue, it is not required or needed. Maybe there was or will be a weird pornographer putting it in as a kind of frill.

So what does that say about it? About us? I dunno.
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What also strikes me and I'm saying is there’s this symmetry, this “Love Without Sex” aspect to it. One can fold the line and see a mirror symmetry to it; Yin and Yang.

I know people. They're out there who know love, but not getting much of any kind of sex at all. My guess is that their sex isn’t near XXX at all. I can't even picture it when I look at them, -childless, beyond their middles age, unattractive, showing not the slightest interest in anything sexual. It is not discussed. They never bought a XXX DVD or video, or browsed the internet for XXX jpegs, pdfs, gifs, etc. You know what I mean.

And I’m asking: what does that say of them, of opinionated us looking askance at them? Maybe I’m talking out of turn, and the emperor ISN'T NAKED! There’s something about this we’re not allowed to discuss. No discourse here.

Some of you might say I’m making a big deal out of nothing, building a house of cards here. I’m surely not being scientific. 'Sheer speculation!' 'There’s nothing really wrong out there." Or at least, so far, I ain’t telling you EXACTLY what it is. Truth is, I’m trying to figure it out myself.

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I’ve got my own experiences, got my first hand ones about Love and sex. Somehow, I've compartmentalized the two. I'm Married. I met and fell in love with my wife when I was teaching in Baltimore. We married. Love, love. We managed to conceive a child after a lot of difficulties and seeing pediatricians. Annette had to undergo a hysterectomy when my daughter was born. I’m now 77, celebrating our 50th anniversary. We hug, kiss, and cuddle a lot. We say (sincerely) how grateful and lucky we are to have each other, be there for each other, and still be dating. We're appreciative.

But we’re not having sex.

Not for a hell of a long time. (I won’t go into all the details as to why. That’s neither here nor there and it's personal.) But my guess is that we are not the only couple, we're not unique. I’m willing to stick my neck out and venture to say there are zillions out there who for all kinds of reasons have had little or no experience with love and sex. (None sustainable.)

It occurs to me there are people who are lonely, unhappy, sad about being 'alone'. Maybe they find ways of getting it (sex). And then, they may not. We could believe it’s easier to get sex than love. Luck of the draw. But, then again, I know persons who are content to be loners, say they’re mighty glad for things being the way they are! Love carries all kinds of responsibilities and burdens.

Many hunger for 'a kind of sex'. Love plays no part in it. Sex is 'fun' and recreational: a game, a sport, a parlor game, a fantasy, another Identity - other than the one most know him (or her) by. Its what a man won't do with his wife but only with other women...so what does that say of him and them? What does that say? I’m asking.

I’m not sure yet as to where I’m going with this.

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It seems a paradox: 'love without sex' juxtaposing with 'sex without love'.
Maybe or maybe not.
Suppose, hey, some say it's wrong!
'Something is wrong here! This shouldn’t be!'
'Not Christian!'
'Not Kosher!', (etc., you get my meaning.)
'Improper, even impermissible.'
'Uncivilized.'
'A damn shame!'

We do feel. Shame. Anger. Regret. Loss.
We get angry, and profoundly put out. It can be depressing.
We’ve been taught from our earliest childhood we were meant for so much more, we deserve so much better.
So have I been taught to suppose.

Is this all ‘inborn’? In our genetic makeup?
Our culture?
Who can say. Or not say there is an either / or. I shrug.



To be Continued. (Maybe)

2 Comments:

Blogger Karen said...

Hello Norman,

Just a token plug, matching yours. I think that this particular piece says many of the same things that I wrote at http://alenaae.blogspot.com/2006/08/sex-and-sexualityhow-do-you-relate-to.html

I think the problem isn't with how people define sex and sexuality, but rather with the human need to put everything into little boxes with well defined boundries. As a linguist, I'm constantly confronted with the need to allow for ambiguity, even though a specific aim of the field is to define and everything.

August 10, 2006 at 3:58 PM  
Blogger Norman said...

Karen,

I'm a blogger newbie. What I've posted is just about what I've done these recent months. I've no idea how many readers have visited or read my posts. I appreciate your comments and will take a look at your site..

Norman

September 27, 2006 at 5:52 AM  

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